How did this happen? One moment I was holding a cute, round faced, seven pound baby in my arms and now...........a four year old starting preschool. I realize it is only preschool, but school is school and I'm not ready. I spent my day crying and smiling at the same time. I have never seen Shayla so excited. She jumped right out of bed and hurried to get ready. Even Cambree was excited for her older sister. If I was this bad today, what will next year be like when she goes to kindergarten? I'm not looking forward to finding out.

